In my life or in my dreams, esspecially my dreams i had a dream last nite and it freaked the shit outta me. it all started i wake up in this white bed and everything was bright i walk down a flight of stairs into a kitchen and my ex boyfriend is there! and hes happy and cheerful. gives me a kiss on the cheek and walks away hes wearing nothing but white boxers, and suddenly im in a white robe with white slippers. what does this mean? i really wanna know i want him outta my head and outta my dreams. by god i wanna move on but some how somthin is not letting me. When things dont make sense what can you do? but the problem is i dont wanna try making sense of this or you for that matter. i just wanna keep resisting when i know my love is out the door. from time to time my heart still aches with the business of misery. I'm keeping my self busy but some how i feel like i'm not trying hard enough to move on. Does that make sense?